Its been a few months since I left my heart in Costa Rica and truth be told, its still there.
Travelling to Costa Rica lit a fire inside of me whose flame has yet to subside.
I feel we all wander through life in search of this greater purpose.
Today is the first beautiful sunny non-snowy day we have had in a while. My mind is wandering as I sit here at my desk, once again behind two 19+ inch monitors. I constantly wonder how I got here, and what the heck am I doing with an office job that involves working with computers day in and day out.
My soul is wild
To me, this isn't Free
This isn't living!
At 30, with my 31st birthday just around the corner I am contemplating once again a career change, fumbling over thoughts as to how I can find myself out in the field truly indulging in something I am passionate about other than running.
Do I want to go back to school again?
Should I move?
Do I want to buy my dream home in Brigus and start my business?
How can I do field research for a living?
Its frustrating not knowing where you belong, or rather what your greater purpose is.
Travelling to Costa Rica lit a fire inside of me whose flame has yet to subside.
I feel we all wander through life in search of this greater purpose.
Today is the first beautiful sunny non-snowy day we have had in a while. My mind is wandering as I sit here at my desk, once again behind two 19+ inch monitors. I constantly wonder how I got here, and what the heck am I doing with an office job that involves working with computers day in and day out.
My soul is wild
To me, this isn't Free
This isn't living!
At 30, with my 31st birthday just around the corner I am contemplating once again a career change, fumbling over thoughts as to how I can find myself out in the field truly indulging in something I am passionate about other than running.
Do I want to go back to school again?
Should I move?
Do I want to buy my dream home in Brigus and start my business?
How can I do field research for a living?
Its frustrating not knowing where you belong, or rather what your greater purpose is.
Again, things are changing.
I can feel it and i'm excited.
2018 was a year of change and physical growth and I cant help but feel that 2019 is going to be an extension of that.
We rarely give ourselves enough credit for our strength and what we are capable of.
So while things may not necessarily be going in a direction that I want them to, I'm going to sit back, enjoy the ride and embrace the change.
Will the fire ever subside, the flames calm and the fear dissipate.
Doubtful
but that's how we live!
I can feel it and i'm excited.
2018 was a year of change and physical growth and I cant help but feel that 2019 is going to be an extension of that.
We rarely give ourselves enough credit for our strength and what we are capable of.
So while things may not necessarily be going in a direction that I want them to, I'm going to sit back, enjoy the ride and embrace the change.
Will the fire ever subside, the flames calm and the fear dissipate.
Doubtful
but that's how we live!